That guy is my junior from batch 68 , he's a friend of mine , Millie :) I actually first saw his face for the first time at the Golden Break . When I saw his face , he reminds me of Tao . That's why I told Millie that I desperately want to be his friend and because of my desperateness , he told me not to find him anyone and he even told me that he don't have any feelings for me . It was kinda surprise for me to hear that and I do accept it . He actually don't have a first girlfriend also . That's what I heard from his classmates . Now , I only find him when I really need it like I find him if my classmates not enough customer for the 4 course and even invited him to my 4 course this coming April and I told him that if he doesn't want to come then it's ok for me . I can't force him also , no point if I force him also . If I force him , he will think again that I'm very annoying and start to hate me . Well , what can I do ? I just let it go and even if I have feelings for him also no point cause I feel like I only clap my hand and not him . I only will treat him as a friend but not as close friends like how I treat my BFF :) Don't worry Boboni , I won't have feelings for you and even I have feelings for you also I will just late it fade it away even it makes me sad but no point I cry for the guy that don't love me back :)
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